The Making of Mrs Karen Teh nee Karen Gwee
(sorry, i know the photos are all in some weird random order. I haven't mastered how to upload properly on blogger yet. Yes, I am a total idiot when it comes to computers...)

These photos are so long over-due. I know, I know...So, I'm finally putting them up. Blogger rocks when it comes to photo uploads! *LOL*

GOLD COAST

This is my bro and Mimi at the toy shop
For Mimi, the highlight of SeaWorld was to see the Polar Bears
Hmmm....somehow it seems quite wrong to come between Donkey and Dragon...
The Tweety Bird was actually quite Cheeky. It kept banging hips with me. Hmpf.
My Mum and I wanted to be Princesses too. *SNIGGER*

I didn't know how to say 'I love you'
So I chose instead to say 'Goodbye'
And now I'm cursing myself for
Being a coward but each time
I try to make things right
I get tongue-tied at the moment
And once again, I'm left choking
On the words that hover at
The back of my throat
Rushing to spew forth if they only could.

Christmas Day was actually pretty good for me this year. I met up with Nina and Tamara in the afternoon and caught up with Edwin later in the afternoon. I even got to ride on Edwin's new motorbike. It's a Honda Blackbird. Nice!

The day ended with a lovely dinner at my auntie's house with my extended family. :)

Unfortunately, YOU had to go and ruin Christmas for me. I was so angry last night. This morning, I woke up without the anger. Instead, it was replaced with a great sense of sadness. And I wonder if we were ever really friends? When did you change to be who you are today? Or were you always this way and I was too blind to see.

I don't want to say goodbye forever but for now, I need time and distance away from you. For your sake and the sake of what I hoped was a friendship between us, I hope you do change.

I was disappointed awhile back. Depressed even. Wondering if who I thought were my friends, are really there for the ride till the end or just for the fun. Nobody likes to find out that their friendship with someone has been based on advantages sought or convenience.

I would have thought that after years of friendship, you would treat me better. How wrong I was. I've been nothing more than someone to use and manipulate. After so long, your shabby treatment of me is just disgraceful. I don't deserve to be treated that way. Friendship is maintained over the years through care and concern and love. Years don't build a friendship. It's what you do that build it.

I was angry and disappointed, hurt even. Now, I've decided that it's not worth it. So to you, my 'friend', if I can even call you that: I call it quits. As of today, we are NO LONGER friends. I've erased your number and your MSN contact.

Don't bother contacting me. I don't need friends like you. I may not have many friends but I can do without the ones who are only in it for the perks.

In very blunt terms, FUCK OFF!

Maybe if you change your attitude, we'll talk again some day. Till then, you no longer exist in my world.

GOODBYE.

Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter
You used to bring me
Why can't I hear music play
My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too
Where are you Christmas
Do you remember
The one you used to know
I'm not the same one
See what the time's done
Is that why you have let me go

It's Christmas eve. Somehow, time passed on by so quickly. This year, Christmas sneaked up on me without me knowing. But somehow, the holiday cheer has failed to fill me. This year has been a year of many milestones. A few points of happiness and many more of heartache and disappointment. But I made it through the year. Barely.

It's been a mad-rush of commitments, events and other things since I came back. Doing 'nothing' is alot more tiring than it appears to be. With the hustle and bustle of living, I lost the time to find myself or even listen to the screams for help within. Quietly, without much fanfare, I became broken inside. In a rare chance to sit back and catch my breath, the realisation hits me. Something just isn't right and that thing is...me. And maybe that is why I lose myself in sleep so much these days. Reality blends seamlessly with the subconscious mind and I straddle both worlds; fought over savagely in a tug-of-war. I'm just so tired. And more and more, I am reluctant to return to reality, each night giving in just that little bit more to Morpheus: spending a little more time in his arms.

While I was busy trying to fight for a foothold in this world, I let my guard down and the soiled jaded-ness of the world seeped into my pores, stealthily poisoning me, numbing me. Who have I become? Who. Am. I? I forgot a long time ago.

But the biggest question that floats around in my mind, its screaming tones mocking me is: Are we REALLY friends? How many of you are my friends despite the trappings that I come attached with. And how many MORE of you are friends with me because of what I can offer you or the use I potentially hold to you?

In 10 days, I turn 22. It's a birthday that I am not exactly thrilled to be celebrating. I'm just tired of always planning my own birthday. I just want to spend it with friends who really want to be there to celebrate me and not the free meal.

Hold me like a friend
Kiss me like a friend
Say we'll never end
Searching for the colors
Of the rainbow
Melody, never say goodbye
I will be near you...
Some people hand it off
And never try
I can almost fly with
Your wings to set me high
One day we'll see the world
And through the grey
Have faith in our hands
Till the river ends
I'll always be around
To sail around with you
Say we'll always be friends.

Last night I went to Mambo @ Zouk. I only have one word. YUCK. The place was overly-crowded and the crowd left much to be desired. I should have gone to Ministry of Sound instead but the queue there was horrendous as well. *SIGH* It was hot, sweaty and just claustrophobic. People here have no club etiquette. ARGH. I had fun the last time I went for Mambo night. Last night though, was so NOT fun.

Anyway, my phone is faulty and I didn't get all the frantic calls from my Dad the worrywart. In any case, I scouted out phones today and I've decided to get the NOKIA 7370. So pretty with its flowers etched on it and the classy amber and brown colors. Hee hee hee.

So, Cyn, Yvie and Kim left this morning for Australia. *SIGH* But a perk was getting to see Nina, Sarah and Tamara. (God, my letters are so effective. *EXTREMELY SMUG LOOK*) We walked around a bit and I bought moccasins for Melvin and a christmas present for Mimi. Tee hee.

Oh, and the good news....

I got my Official Acceptance Letter to Melbourne Uni today. Rock on! Thank you, GOD!!!!

Owing to the success of my previous letter. Here is the second installment.

Dear Neighbour Country (Sorry cannot mention name in case I start a war),

You have something of mine that you have selfishly held onto since 23rd November. Now, I don't blame you. After all, said gem is precious, a true national treasure, if you must. But all good things must come to an end. I'm sorry if your entire world falls apart with the departure of such a valuable commodity but some of us (i.e. ME) needs this treasure more than you.

Therefore, this is my proposal, (ok, demand, weak threat, etc. Call it what you want. Picky, picky!) return SARAH to me or I will stop buying your 'special' DVDs. You may not know this, but I have been a big consumer of your 'special' DVDs since I was a child; you can imagine how much I have contributed to this particular sector of your economy.

Scoff if you must. But don't underestimate the extreme nature of my rabid tv addiction!!!! Oh ok, maybe I'm just a tiny bleep in this particular sector of your economy, seeing as how you are so big and all... It's just not very nice to be caught whining or begging. In this case, I shall make an exception for a truly worthy cause.

COME VISIT SARAH!!!!!!!!!!

Dear India,

I am sure that you are a beautiful country. One rich in culture and beauty. You may not know this, but I am a big fan of your movies and your people (particularly ones of the male variety with fair skin, brown hair and green eyes). So, you can be sure that I have no ill will towards you.

However, I feel it's time to address an issue. You've had 9 days of enjoyment and now, it's time for you to stop being selfish. I know you'll mourn the loss but I am sure you'll get over it. Afterall, you have such a large population but I only have that one precious gem.

So, here is what I am proposing (no, demanding!) Return back my NINA to me. Or else I will stop watching all your shows and oogling at your select fine population. You may possibly laugh at my foolish threat that possibly has little or no impact on you at all...

So, here's a different tact. I am begging you to return NINA back to me. I'm so lonely without her. *SIGH*

COME HOME, NINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For those of you who have never had tea at the Raffles Hotel, let me tell you, it's bloody fantastic. You get all these cute pastries and hor d'ouevres (spelling?) thingies in a three-tier tea tray. And they have this amazing selection of teas. It's a bit expensive but it's really nice. If I were a rich girl, I'd go there everyday. Wahaha.

In any case, it was very very lovely to see Yvie, Kim and Cyn today. Although I had to run off halfway. It sucks being sick. I've been drinking this really vile herbal medicine concoction twice a day and let me tell you, it literally makes me want to hurl. *shudder* The worst part is not being able to eat chicken. As most of you know, I live on Chicken meat. Suddenly, my staple has been considered a no-no in my diet. Terrible, terrible.

At one point of time, I was bereft and at loss as to what I would do with myself. I was having trouble with my visa and I was short of academic references to apply to Melbourne University for postgraduate studies.

Today, I received two emails from my studies agent, telling me that I've been accepted into 1)Masters of International Business at LaTrobe University with a 50% scholarship and 2)Postgraduate Diploma in Management studies at Melbourne University BUT am also eligible to apply for the Masters of Applied Commerce.

The MAC will mean a lot of repetition for me especially in the first year of the program while the Postgraduate Diploma will allow me to take third year subjects straight. But we all know that in the real world, branding is everything. Therefore, the masters program actually looks better on paper. *SIGH*

Suddenly, I have choices. Ooooooooooohhhhh. Most people will think I am an idiot and should just go for the MAC. I have no idea why I'm deliberating like this as well. But I've sent an email in reply to my studies agent telling her to tell the admissions office I would like to do the MAC if they will allow me too.

God, I'm praying that I've made the right choice.

Now, those of you who know me (well, that is) would most probably comment on the fact that I actually love miniskirts despite the sad fact that I don't exactly have the legs for them. My apologies for subjecting the world to the less than pleasant sight...unfortunately, I still cling resolutely to the illusion that miniskirts paired with sky high heels will make your legs (stumps in my case) look longer.

Anyway, I was at dinner with my parents. We went to Pine Court at Meritus Mandarin Hotel (it's been recently renovated). The food was pretty good although the new decor which is a pan-asian fusion was a little too 'cold and inpersonal' for my taste. I've always felt that chinese restaurants are where you go for family dinners and I like a more warm ambience. They had a linedancing function in the adjacent function room. There was a lady who had to be at least forty, dressed like a cowgirl vegas style. i.e. She had on a denim jacke with matching miniskirt and cowboy boots and a cowboy hat. AND they were all adorned profusely with SEQUINS. My god, it was CONFETTI HELL. I don't mean to be mean or a hypocrite, but there is just something SERIOUSLY WRONG with a middle-aged woman dressed in a miniskirt and a SPANGLED one at that.

It reminds of something I saw the day before. My mom and I went to Tiong Bahru Market for an early lunch and while we were tucking into my favourite Pig Organ Soup, I saw something that nearly ruined my appetite. A lady who had to be at least in her late thirties was parading down the whole stretch of hawker stalls dressed skimpily in a blue pair of short shorts (so short they revealed half her butt cheeks) and a matching tank top that very apparently revealed her lack of support in the chest area. I understand how some women choose not to wear bras as it can be uncomfortable. But come on, if the lady had time to put on her makeup, she surely had time to put on some pants. I could excuse such attire if you were lounging around at home or had popped down quickly to get your mail. But she actually walked to the market dressed like that. And she swanned around the whole hawker center, bold as you please.

Frankly, I wasn't the only one staring. And the stares that followed her weren't complimentary or admiring. Rather, there were mostly sneers and looks of disgust. I believe that one should dress appropriate for the occasion and what would be suitable for one's age. Certain outfits transcend all age groups. But short shorts are best left to the young or for the beach or bedroom. Have a little bit of respect for yourself and carry yourself with dignity. And while you are at it, spare a thought for others who have to see you dressed that way.

So, I guess, it'd be time to put away my miniskirts soon.

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas
Is you...
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby
I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You...
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
-won't you please bring my baby to me...
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You...
All I want for Christmas is you baby...

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart...
The very next day, you gave it away.
This year, to save me from tears,
I'm saving it for someone special...

This is Orchard Road for Christmas. It's so pretty and festive at night. I know it's hot and balmy in Singapore but there's something magical about strolling Orchard at night while the Christmas lights are all out. Somehow, it harks back to the days of my childhood when my parents would take us out for a drive to see the christmas lights...

Christmas is time to share with loved ones and it's also a time that is made all that more special with that special someone. I realised that in my 21 years, I've never actually spent a festive season or holiday with a special someone. It's a little sad but I guess, I can't complain with good friends and a family who loves me so much.

Still a little sad though. This Christmas will be empty without someone who is very dear to me. Estee, I wish you were here. And that we'd follow our tradition of heading to the Indoor Stadium for Christmas service and we'd spend Christmas eve together. *SIGH* Missing you, though you get to spend Christmas in New York - it's definitely going to be magical there!

I had hoped to spend Christmas with a certain someone this year. But I guess it's not meant to be. Guess he'd be kissing someone else under the mistletoe this year. (:

THANK YOU, LORD!!!! I managed to get my two academic references to apply for my graduate diploma earlier today. Now, it's just a matter of waiting (with GOD's providence) that I'll still manage to get a place for the february intake. I've got someone trying to help me out by putting in a good word. So, here's praying to GOD that I'd get a place.

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So relieved now! Ironically, the teachers who acted as my referees weren't the ones I thought could help me out. Nevertheless, I am still thankful to them and of course, to GOD. :)

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

I was talking to Fernie yesterday and a revelation hit me. I've loved the same boy since I was young. It's been quite a few years now. But over the years, I've come to accept that I may never be with him. But it doesn't make me love him any less. I still care for him deeply. Through time and distance, I carry him in my heart. And though I hardly see him, I worry about him when something happens to him. And I guess, this is the kind of love that runs deep and true. As I told Huibin, it's possible to love someone and yet not be with them. And his statement that you can not be married to the one you truly love, is also absolutely true.

This guy, he isn't flashy or rich or anything like that. In fact, he dresses simply and isn't very articulate. But he has such a big heart and is terribly kind. He's the kind of guy that would give a girl a sense of security. But somehow, I feel I'm not good enough for him. So far, circumstances has shown me that there is no path towards a romantic love for us. And oddly, I am not too upset about it. Just having him in my life as a treasured friend is good enough for me.

So, ladies, sometimes the one you truly love is in front of you. Whether or not you're with him, is another matter. But at least, it's comforting to know, not all men are toads. There are a few out there who are Princes in disguise. It's whether you can actually see through their exteriors to find the true Prince-ly qualities within.

I am pissed off. Why hasn't my bloody teacher responded to my email????? *SOBS* It's so frustrating. Other than that, the day went pretty well.

Eric called me from Melbourne and we had a love chat for almost forty minutes till I remembered that I was in Singapore, and INCOMING calls are not free. Farkity fark fark! I was paying alot for that phone call especially since it's international. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

And then I met up with my darling Justin (Ng) for lunch. It was so good to see him. And he's gotten fitter since the last time I saw him. Seems he has been spending much time at California Fitness. Anyway, we did lunch at Chatterbox (thank you, Daddy!) and went for tea at Marmalade Pantry (ah...just like the good ol' times!) Then, Fernie called and she was in town sooner than I expected, so I had to skedaddle. I still feel bad about leaving Justin behind like that.

Anyway, Huibin was driving and we went to Paragon to get Huibin's new phone before heading to Wheelock's CBTL for coffee. When we were there, Fernie pointed out this 'angmoh' guy she thought was cute. And I looked over and thought he looked familiar. Hah! It was Cyn's ex. When I went over to talk to Huibin, he (and his table of friends) turned back to stare at me, so I waved and he ignored me. The fucker!!!! Anyway, we left CBTL the same time as the Farker. It was only when I was going down the escalator and he was going up the escalator at Wheelock before he waved at me. Whatever! Fernie said he had an arrogant look to him. TOTALLY AGREE. The shithead poser had sunnies on when all his friends didn't....

It certainly shows that no one is perfect. Good-looking guys can be total bastards.

But it was a good day. The first time I've spent the whole day talking to Fernie till eleven at night. Yay...More such days, please!

Right now, I am seriously close to tears. I had hoped to apply back to Melbourne Univesity to do a post graduate diploma. The only thing stopping me is the academic references. My lecturers all seem to have left the university. The tutor I was hoping to get an academic reference from has left the uni and cannot help me. The other tutor has not responded to my email and I am worried that at this rate, I'd never make it for the february intake.

And added into this whole mess is the issue of how I can go back to Melbourne and apply for my PR. I certainly can't go back on my student visa if I am not getting into any courses for further study.

DEAR GOD, I really need your divine intervention. I really feel so cut up and miserable now. I don't want to go to LaTrobe.

I just got back from K.L. It was tiring but fun! Although I swear I am gonna learn how to drive properly because I never want to take the bus again. When I go by car with my friend, it takes us 3.5 hours. It takes freaking 5 plus hours by bus.

In any case, I had an awesome time with Cyn, Yvie and Kim. I didn't go crazy over the cheap shoes like I normally do. But what I lacked in quantity, I made up in quality. I bought three pairs of decently-priced shoes from Vincci (I love Vincci!). The other two per pricier. One was a Pura Lopez-lookalike malt suede heels from Eclipse Luxe and the other was this gorgeous pair of purple wedges from MNG. (They were like 50 bucks cheaper than if I had bought them in Australia.)

The highlights of the trip:

MartiniBar at Avenue K - a new bar which serves the most awesome Strawberrytinis. They were very drinkable and were more like martinis. And the music rocked. It just lacked beautiful people.

LunaBar - very nice. It's actually centered around the hotel pool.

(Ok, alcohol always cheers me up...)

M.A.C and Shu Uemura make-up is cheaper in Malaysia. Woohoo! I foresee more trips to Malaysia in the future for my necessities. (Incidentally, I am switching from SKII to Shu Uemura. SKII is way expensive and you have to use so many products. Annoying! Plus, Shu Uemura's sunblock is SPF 50+ as compared to SKII's SPF 20+. Yeah!)

Things I learnt:

If he is rich, gorgeous and got a great personality, chances are, he's gay. (Damn it!)

Connections make a very big difference in Asia.


In any case, it was wonderful to meet some of Cyn's friends, Irina and Jau. It was also good to meet Jo and her lovely friend, Chris, who was a total gentlemen and carried our shopping. And it was good to see Marie, whom I have haven't seen in awhile. All in all, a good trip.

p/s: The night before we headed to K.L, we were at Zouk. The music was blah and there weren't any beautiful people. Cyn, Yvie, Kim, and Cyn's friend, Drew and I had an alright time (more due to the 1 for 1 drinks at the winebar) but if I dun find some hotties for Cyn, Yvie and Kim soon, I'll be slaughtered. *SIGH* Last chance at Mambo Night. *fingers crossed*

I miss Nina. She didn't come to Zouk with us. She only stayed for the dinner at Chinatown's Smith street and drinkies at Zouk winebar. And now, my precious beti is in India...

To Nina: Eh, got bring a big suitcase or not? Must bring back a hottie for me lei. Preferably green eyes. Haha.

I just got back from K.L. It was tiring but fun! Although I swear I am gonna learn how to drive properly because I never want to take the bus again. When I go by car with my friend, it takes us 3.5 hours. It takes freaking 5 plus hours by bus.

In any case, I had an awesome time with Cyn, Yvie and Kim. I didn't go crazy over the cheap shoes like I normally do. But what I lacked in quantity, I made up in quality. I bought three pairs of decently-priced shoes from Vincci (I love Vincci!). The other two per pricier. One was a Pura Lopez-lookalike malt suede heels from Eclipse Luxe and the other was this gorgeous pair of purple wedges from MNG. (They were like 50 bucks cheaper than if I had bought them in Australia.)

The highlights of the trip:

MartiniBar at Avenue K - a new bar which serves the most awesome Strawberrytinis. They were very drinkable and were more like martinis. And the music rocked. It just lacked beautiful people.

LunaBar - very nice. It's actually centered around the hotel pool.

(Ok, alcohol always cheers me up...)

M.A.C and Shu Uemura make-up is cheaper in Malaysia. Woohoo! I foresee more trips to Malaysia in the future for my necessities. (Incidentally, I am switching from SKII to Shu Uemura. SKII is way expensive and you have to use so many products. Annoying! Plus, Shu Uemura's sunblock is SPF 50+ as compared to SKII's SPF 20+. Yeah!)

Things I learnt:

If he is rich, gorgeous and got a great personality, chances are, he's gay. (Damn it!)

Connections make a very big difference in Asia.


In any case, it was wonderful to meet some of Cyn's friends, Irina and Jau. It was also good to meet Jo and her lovely friend, Chris, who was a total gentlemen and carried our shopping. And it was good to see Marie, whom I have haven't seen in awhile. All in all, a good trip.

p/s: The night before we headed to K.L, we were at Zouk. The music was blah and there weren't any beautiful people. Cyn, Yvie, Kim, and Cyn's friend, Drew and I had an alright time (more due to the 1 for 1 drinks at the winebar) but if I dun find some hotties for Cyn, Yvie and Kim soon, I'll be slaughtered. *SIGH* Last chance at Mambo Night. *fingers crossed*

I miss Nina. She didn't come to Zouk with us. She only stayed for the dinner at Chinatown's Smith street and drinkies at Zouk winebar. And now, my precious beti is in India...

To Nina: Eh, got bring a big suitcase or not? Must bring back a hottie for me lei. Preferably green eyes. Haha.

So I woke up at four this morning to check my results...Frankly, I was disappointed. I was borderline on all my grades to the next grade percentile. But I passed everything, which means... I AM OFFICIALLY A GRADUATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Woohoo! Rock on!

Unfortunately, I am having problems with my stupid migration and visa issues to return to Australia. So I caved in to my Daddy's nagging and agreed to study one more year. So, I'd be returning on a student visa. So everyone, please pray that there is space for me in the course as I am considered to be a late applicant and am subject to the availability of places.

So today, my mum got the chauffeur to take me out with her car to practice my driving. Unfortunately for me, not long into my practice session, I got into a car accident. Basically, I was trying to over take this car which was stopped by the side of a two-way street, and there was oncoming traffic. Needless to say, I was a little too close to the car and I basically smashed his side view mirror. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In any case, my chauffeur, was really cool. He got the guy to settle it between ourselves. So I have to fork out $120 to pay for damages to the guy's car and $187 to pay for the damages to my mum's sideview mirror. (I'm pretty sure the guy is out to con me out of extra money as he knows I was driving a Beemer and he knows I live in a good area.) It's been an expensive day.... :( But at least, my parents don't know about it. *PHEW* If they did, I would never be allowed to drive again. EVER.

I was pretty freaked. I know everyone gets into accidents eventually. But it kinda freaked me out. Driving back home is so different from driving back in OZ. *SIGH* I honestly hope that my parents will never find out and that I won't get into any more accidents.

Although, THANK THE GOOD LORD, no one was injured.

Results come out tomorrow. *scared stiff*

Congratulations to the people who are reading this 'virgin' post of mine. Well, technically, I had another blogspot blog but it's since been abandoned. Then, I started another blog on another site. But I got tired of being maligned, insulted, etc from random idiots. So, I moved.

If you are reading this, well, it means you mattered enough for me to tell you about the move. Do you feel special? Tee hee hee. No, seriously, if you are reading this (because I told you about this site), it means you mean something to me....Welcome to the 'Dawn's Darlings' CLUB.

Firstly, must thank my little cousin, Verena, for helping me get this started and of course, Nina, who I run to for IT help (which is actually very often as I am a computer idiot...)

Right now, I'm seriously sick. I've been sick since Nov 23rd, which is extremely shitty. It didn't help that I've been travelling. The change in weather is killing me. Gold Coast to Singapore to Shanghai and back to singapore again... So now I'm coughing like mad and I sound like a frog. Plus, my lips are so cracked and chapped. So attractive...NOT!

Anyway, will blog more about my trip when I'm better. I need to get some rest. Taking Yvie, Cyn and Kim out today took what remaining life there is of me away...

TTFN!