The Soul is a precious thing. When you live a lie, you damage the Soul...I lie every single day of my life just to keep you that much longer in my life. It eats silently at me; knowing that you offer me nothing and yet everything I have, I offer to you. The other day, something happened that struck me to the core: and I realized how insignificant I am to you. You will never put me first. I will never be in a position where I have the bargaining power to make you change.
It shouldn't have to be this way. But I constantly tread in fear because I never want the day to come where you will decide that it is no longer convenient for you and you will kick me aside.
You will never offer me more and yet, it is impossible for me to walk away.
It breaks my heart and makes me cry to know that I will never mean enough to someone that life will take a turn for the worse without me in it for that person.
Who am I but a transient figure?
