Today was my last day at work...
It ended on a good note. It was the last day of FAMILY AND FRIENDS and my very last customers were friends of mine. I was kinda sad to leave because I've been with the company for nine months (people have babies in that amount of time!) but kinda happy because I no longer work for a company that has not done right by me!!!! I will miss the lovely employee's discount that has enabled me to further my shophaholic tendencies. *SIGH*
On a positive note, I think I am getting better. Health-wise, I haven't eaten rice in over three weeks and I've been on a careful calorie-control diet with an increased effort to exercise daily. And while the weight isn't dropping off yet, I can see the improvements in other areas of my health. :)
Emotionally, the wounds are healing but they still hurt a little when probed. I think in the past few days, I have been telling myself not to dwell on it, and I've been fine. But I just want things to be fine again. Where it won't hurt when I think of it. At all. The only thing I worry about is my tendency to over-sleep. I think my body can't deal with the stress anymore and so it's resorted to "sleeping to forget". Good for the chronic insomniac but kinda bad because it means I'm still not healed.
Only God (and time) can heal me.
41 days to home (and a chance to regain the old me).
