Today...
You saw my face crumble up
and the tears leaking out my eyes
You laughed and thought I was joking
But the pain was real
Not for the reasons I told you
But for the deep wounds within my heart
I lied to cover up my vulnerability
And now you think everything's ok
It's not...
I thought I could be strong and
Play the player's game with you
It seems like I'm winning but
I'm losing it inside
It's not the first time and it
Won't be the last...
I wish you could (would) offer more
Not all, just a little bit more
Love me a litte more
Show you care that bit more
Can you ever love me the way
That I deserve to be loved