I am a power bitch.
I know that he doesn't make my heart skip a beat. Yet, I want him to like me more than I like him. Because I want to be in the position of power. I want to know that I come number one in someone's heart.
But wishes are just that. I know that the way things are, it's not going to happen. At least, not now. So then, maybe I should just lower my expectations and say "F*ck it".
On a random note, here's an "arty" picture of me. I've been told it looks scary. Ahaha.