I know GOD is the way, the truth and the light. I know that I should cast all my cares onto Him because He cares for me.

But I also think that GOD gave us free will for a reason. Telling someone to seek God first is not wrong but you cannot think that it is the fail-safe answer/solution to everything.

I believe God gave us friends because He knows as humans, all we need is a listening ear sometimes. I know GOD will answer my questions in His own time when he feel it's the right time. And I'm fine with that. The questions I ask God and the answers I seek, it's all in my personal relationship with GOD. No one should be able to dictate to me how I should go about developing my personal relationship with GOD.

And I'm so frustrated that in my bid to open up to a friend, she has only turned me off with her inability to listen; her pushiness and her need to turn the focus on herself.

But whatever, I'm so over it. Now I know who I can't talk to.