Rushing, way too fast
Why do I always do it,
thinking this might last
How could I be so stupid
But this time, I'm not ok,
no I need to breathe again
'cause I don't want to

But I don't want to make another
mistake like you
And I don't want to hate

Whine. Bitch. Whinge.

Why is it that our relationship has deteriorated to this stage? From a rocky start to the progression of a really promising relationship; things quickly hit a rough patch and we've spiralled downwards rapidly.

I think at the end of the day, you have become too dependent on me for your emotional vents. At the end of the day, no matter how many "nice" questions you ask me about MY life, things always take a quick turn towards yourself, or rather topics YOU want to talk about. It doesn't matter if I diplomatically try to show you that I am not interested, you just pratter on.

It's not that I'm selfish to the point that I don't want to listen to you. But you re-hash and harp on topics that have been discussed till there's nothing left to say. I've given you my two cents worth and some! But at the end of the day, it's up to you to listen or not listen. There is no point in deliberating a topic out loud when you know what you are going to do and you've mentioned it so many times before. The number of times you say it is not going to make it more convincing or make me agree to your way of thinking.

I am not your personal pyschiatrist. (At least pyschiatrists get paid, I don't!) I am your friend. Your exploitation of me is deplorable, especially since you constantly offend with your offhanded remarks. Sometimes, thinking before you speak is essential. But you clearly do not take this into consideration. Further, you put me in a difficult spot when you consistently use me as an emotional platform to unload on. Friends don't do that to each other.

So, tell me, are we really friends or has it just been convenient for you? Think about it.