[[*To Fix A Broken Life, Use The Tools Of The Heart*]]

[[*A loveless world is a dead world, and always there comes an hour when one is weary of prisons, of one's work, and of devotion to duty, and all one craves for is a loved face; the warmth and wonder of a loving heart*]] - "The Plague" by Albert Camus

Navigation: I won't insult your intelligence with directions

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Come on pretty baby call my bluff
'Cause for you my best was never good enough

Knowing that my best is never enough. That it doesn't matter how hard I try, I can never be who I want to be in your life because you will not let me in. The tinge of sadness that settles over my heart, knowing that someone else won your affections so easily but I've had to fight so hard to even get a scrap of your civility.

I wish I could say I'm done trying because the knife that twists constantly in my gut leaves me sleepless some nights. But I know that I'd never give up. I can't. At least for now.

posted at 10:28 PM

Comments: Post a Comment

`[[PICTURES]]`

Don't really have pictures up but you can see the meager few at http://schmawnie.multiply.com

`[[CREDITS]]`

This skin was created by Grace Teoh.

The image was taken from The Mibong Website.

Codes were taken from all over the internet and if you think you see a code that's yours, let me know and I'll add your name to this list of credits.

`[[PROFILE]]`

{{ Uber bitch, Tres Lala, Super Gossip, Shopping Queen, Amateur Cook, Manja Princess, Maria Extraordinaire, Imelda Marcos Contender, Ahmad Beginner, Psuedo-Oriental, Sugarbaby Wannabe... }}