I'm adrift in the emotional sea...

I'm not quite sure what it is that I want and I think one aspect of my life needs to take a break. For a long time, I've been seeking in the relationships department, whether it be actively or passively. But I've come to realise that maybe what I want is not what God wants for me, and I should just leave things be for awhile. It's difficult because sometimes, God does not answer your questions directly; in every thing that he sends your way, there is a lesson to learn. It's gotten me thinking: maybe I'm asking the wrong questions: ones that I am not ready to have answered; instead, I should be seeking the answers to questions that need to be answered first before I go on the fruitless quest I've been on.

I tried sticking it out at my old church because I had friends in Chuch but my pastor's sermons no longer spoke to me. It was time to leave. 11 years in a Catholic school and compulsory attendance at Mass means that I'm no stranger to the Catholic church despite the Methodist background I'm from; attending Mass at St Francis feels familiar and comforting.

At the end of the day, we just have to realise that it's all in God's Hands.