Arrogance will and has always been the source for my downfall; it makes me impetuous and hence, make bad decisions. If I could just wipe the slate clean, things would be simpler. But as it is, actions always have consequences; some have more dire effects than others.

My arrogance has cost me dearly. This particular instance is something that I cannot erase. I'm working on making the consequences less dire for me but in my heart, I know I should count my blessings because things could have been much worse. Some decisions have the ability to leave an impact on your life forever and this could have easily been the case.

I just pray that I can make things work. That even though I don't deserve it, by the grace of God, he will give me a second chance to redeem myself.

And I am truly sorry; I was so arrogant as to take things so lightly. I was wrong and I made a serious mistake. Forgive me, Father. For I have sinned.