I think it's time I accept that I'd always be an afterthought to you(s). Whether it's intentional or not, my heart (and ego) can no longer stand being taken for granted or only included under an 'umbrella' invitation.
That is not who I am. I am selfish and demanding, yes. But there are people out there who love me enough to put me first. I can't always be first in everyone's hearts but I also don't have to keep hanging around begging for 'scraps from your table'.
I'm sorry but I need to take a break from you. You(s) break my heart with your actions or rather lack of action.