All's well in my world...It may seem like a silly thing to say but I've been having such a hectic (and very stressful) time since I touched down in Melbourne. It's been a real roller-coaster ride. I never realised how overwrought and stressed out I was till yesterday. I had a huge argument with my dad and basically fell into pieces.
I turned pyscho (a lot of hysterical weeping involved). My poor mother was so worried that she called four times in the space of 16 hours to make sure I was ok. And
my brother sent me some really sweet messages that were really encouraging. I'm really touched by his concern (and
Mimi's as well.) Well, I'm happy to say everything's fine again.
Of course, I had another little drama today...but thanks to
Eric and
Janice, I was ok. This would actually be a very good time to say a huge
Thank You to
Eric. Since I came back, he's done alot of stuff for me like fixing up stuff for me, bringing me around to get stuff and some other stuff as well. He's like my superhero. That's not to say that
Janice hasn't been a big help either. But
Eric is really awesome. Thanks so much, "Kor". *LOL*
I guess, I'm really lucky.
Good friends are worth their weight in diamonds and I'm lucky to have a few of them:
Eric, Janice, Nina, Sarah, Celine and
Mimi, just to name a few.
You guys are really GOD's blessings to me. :)Well, all that's left is to say what's been bugging me. I've been more upset about it than I realized. So, I think I'm just gonna say it, just so I can let go.
Kelvin, what you said really really hurt me. I think you could have said 10,000 other things but you chose to say the one thing that would hurt me the most. No matter how angry you get, there are some things you just shouldn't say. Nobody deserves to be called a 'f**king life-long liability'. I never said I would depend on you financially or otherwise. You made me feel so shitty and worthless. I'll never be able to forgive you for that. So, this is it. We're done.And now...I start the process of healing.
