Do you know how it feels
When there's nowhere to hide
With the world at your heels
And no one's there by your side

Those who know me, especially Fernie, will say that I constantly moan about being old and still not finding THE ONE or at least, MR RIGHT NOW. But I've come to learn that age is just a number and I'm as old as I feel I am. It was a bit scary in the beginning, turning 22. But it's funnily turning out to be better than turning 21. (Hope I didn't speak to soon and jinx myself...*FINGERS CROSSED*)

I'll be there someday
I can go the distance
I will find my way
If I can be strong
I know ev'ry mile
Will be worth my while
When I go the distance
I'll be right where I belong

There was all this pressure from having graduated and stuff, and I felt like my life wasn't 'on track'. The logical progression after graduation is to start work and find someone you want to settle with (or at least search for the person). I admit to being really anxious about it. This holidays has actually taught me that sometimes it's just good to enjoy what you have now and worry about the future later (or when it comes). I figured that my search for a new path or new horizons has been futile cos' I'm right where I'm meant to be.

There's a time in your life
When you find out what's real
And it seems that the past could be starting to heal
And it once seemed so wrong
And now you're okay

I've come to accept that singlehood can be a blessing and I guess, when the new school year starts for me and I embark on my post-grad degree, I'll be returning to Melbourne not with the mindset of looking for someone, but rather enjoying whatever life brings and if it's going to be a time for friends and not love, it's okay by me.



Down an unknown road
To embrace my fate
Though the road may wander
It will lead me to you
And a thousand years
Would be worth the wait
It may take a lifetime
But somehow I'll see it through

Because somehow I believe, when the time comes, God will send me someone who was worth the wait and all the heartaches that came before. And maybe then, I'll know what it really means...

TO FALL IN LOVE.