You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love youYou say goodnight, in my mindI'm sleeping next to youYou drive away from my car crash of a heartAnd I don't knowBut you gave me the best mixtape I haveAnd even all the bad songs ain't so badI just wish there was so much more than thatAbout me and youYou talk to him, and it burns me like the sunYou talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the oneI talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feelYou don't knowCause you gave me the best mixtape I haveAnd even all the sad songs ain't so sadI only wish that there was more than thatAbout me and you[Bridge]Oh, don't turn around and say bye againYeah it crushes my head when you call meYour friend and I'm not the same personFrom back in the day in the back of the classThat you thought was gayNo I can't find the words cause I lost themThe minute they fell out of my mouthAnd it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lipsAnd just let me kiss 'em And let's get messed up and listen to probably...The best mixtape I haveAnd even all the bad songs ain't so badI just wish there was so much more than thatAbout me and you-"Mixtape" (Butch Walker)Someone dear to me may have found the missing piece to his puzzle. All these years, I've hoped that I could be that piece; moulding myself and shaving off the rough edges in hope that I would fit. But to change myself would be to leave my true self behind and try as I may, I am not that missing piece.
Part of me is happy that he has found someone because no one deserves to more than he does. But another part of me, the one that I'm careful to shield from the world, is shattering into tiny little bits. When he had no one, I stood a chance but now, that element of hope has been erased. And so one good man leaves to join the ranks of those taken...
Why couldn't I be the one he fell in love with?
