I'm...Getting OLD.

Proof of that lies in my habits of late. 2005 ended with a bang, with two long weekends over Christmas and New Year's. I spent Christmas Eve and New Year's Eve in the same fashion; skulking around my house in my pajamas, watching Nickelodeon. The thought of braving the crowds was simply too much for me to bear. So I chose to be a hermit over the holidays. Now, if that's not a sign of getting old, I don't know what is.

I've been so tired of late. Each morning, I find it harder and harder to get up. There are days when I wanna wake up but my eyes just can't open. And when I finally do get up, I feel bone tired. I don't know if it's just physical exhaustion or an emotional breakdown as well. I'm just, well...listless.

I tried retail therapy on the 31st to cheer myself up. I spent over a thousand dollars on Shu Uemura products but that was like 30 seconds of cheer. Yesterday, I got togged up (rare occurrence these days) and met up with Fernie in the afternoon. We did some more retail therapy. I bought lovely Cherry Espadrilles from Guess and Nike cross trainers but still no great happiness. Met up with the rest of the boys for coffee later that night. It was slightly more encouraging.

Today, I met Pat for breakfast at Somerset and then we walked to the Middle Road Famous Tau Huay place where I saw Pat hoover up three bowls of tau huay at one sitting. Scary. Then, I caught Narnia with my mum. Gosh...Lucy grows up so pretty in the movie. Dinner at Plaza and now I'm home again...AND the whole day, I just felt sulky, listless and tired.

ARGH.

And tomorrow I have my first fitness session at the GYM at NINE in the morning. *SOB*